Wedding Ideas....Pictures & more!

I've been researching bridal bouquets and wedding cakes. I've found some really neat stuff. I think that this bouquet is really pretty. I don't know though. I want something crazy, different. Its just hard to find really neat stuff that hasn't been done often. I don't know. I just want a really unique wedding. I want really neat, modern stuff. I really like this bouquet. I think its so pretty. I'm really excited about the wedding. I can't wait to finally marry Brandon! Its going to be so great. I wonder what married life is really like. I mean, I know it'll be really hard for us at first, but then over time we'll be okay and be able to handle all of the stress of everything. I don't know. Maybe I'm just rambling. That's probably it. Brandon and I have just been through so much as a couple. We've had to deal with people judging us because of our age difference. I've done some stupid things that I shouldn't have done, and he forgave me. Brandon is the sweetest, most caring, most loving person I'll ever know. I want to spend the rest of my life with him and I know that we'll have a very happy marriage and I can't wait for it! Here's my vision for the wedding reception: Round tables, pink table cloths, white flower centerpieces (?), glasses with pink dyed water with silver floating candles. Food tables: long rectangle tables, pink cloths with silver accents (like maybe candles or something else. I'll figure it out...). The photo-guest book table: same-ish. I've decided that whenever I toss the bouquet, I'm tossing my maid of honor's, because I want to preserve mine! :) Then the other's I'll use as decoration in some way. I can't figure out anything for a modern wedding. I really like this bouquet. I think its neat. Its different. That's the cool thing about it. Maybe I'm just phsyco! I guess I'm going to go for now, since I have nothing much else to talk about besides wedding!! Later!