House Shopping

Well, after getting canceled two times we're finally getting to go back to the house that we FELL IN LOVE WITH. I'm ecstatic! I cannot beleive that we're about to buy a house! Sometimes the fact that we're getting married doesn't seem real to me. It seems surreal. Like a dream. I don't know, I can't explain what I mean. I'm cannot wait until the wedding!! I kind of want it to be over with so I can just be married to Brandon. I mean, I care about the wedding, of course, but I just want to marry the guy. Is that too much to ask? Last night Eugene Kelly had a lesson and he said "You should spend more time planning your marriage than planning your wedding ceremony." I think that's true. I can't beleive it's five months til the wedding. Today is kind of boring because it's my LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL!! I can't beleive it's already here. Tomorrow is GRADUATION and I'm about to wet myself! Did you know that if I'd have taken that $2,000 scholarship I would have started college THIS WEEK. Do you know how stressed out I would be?? I heard from the other three students that received it as well had to write an essay the first day. Wouldn't that suck? Planning a wedding while trying to go to college? I would have a heart attack. Brandon and I both thought it best that I go to college in a couple of years and just relax, keep up with the house, possibly pursue my photography dream. So the next couple of years will be still stressful but relaxing. Stress isn't healthy and I do want to be healthy. After I go to college in a couple of years we'll wait another couple of years and then possibly have a baby!! I want a baby so bad, but I know that if we had one now we'd be the most broke couple in the church. And I don't really want a baby right now because I want Brandon and I to be able to enjoy our marriage. College and a baby are two things that would NOT allow Brandon and I to do that. So yeah, that's everything latley. I'm excited about getting to go back to the house tonight. I think that Brandon and I are going to make an offer. Amazing, right? So let me talk about the house a little bit: It's gorgeous. I love it and it's perfect for newlyweds. It has three bedrooms, two bathrooms, a living room, a den (a second living room), a dining/office area (big), a kitchen, a long garage (so its a one car garage but its deep so you could fit in two if you needed), a cute back patio and a nice backyard. The hallway, the dining/office, the den and the living room all have wood floors. The bedrooms have carpet, which is fantastic. I can't really remember what the bathrooms or the kitchen has. I want to say that the bathrooms are wood and the kitchen might be tile or wood as well. I'm not sure though. The house has no trees in the front of it so we'll have to try and plant one or two. It has a funny mail slot so that the mail man can just open it, slide it in and the mail goes into a little box in your house. So you don't have to go outside to get your mail!! Crazy, huh? Anyways, that's all I have to say about it today. I'll try to post again, possibly on Sunday, because I'm going to be busy this weekend. Graduation tomorrow. Parties the next day. So yeah. Busy, busy, busy. I wonder when the bells going to ring. I'm ready to get out of here!! I hate being bored and not being able to go wherever I want online. It's annoying when your school blocks everything! Anyways, I'll post again Sunday and write all about the parties and graduation, etc. Later!